Thursday, August 26, 2010

I Will Break You

Well, the end is almost here- something I should have done a long time ago. Yes, it's been three weeks without a shower, surprised no one noticed sooner... okay, I'll be serious. I now have everything I need to file for divorce in the state of Oklahoma. I have just received the notice that my ex has received her summons, and have filed the paperwork. She now has 20 days from that date to respond. Will she? Perhaps. I honestly don't know, nor (to be honest) do I care.
I could tell you how conflicted I feel, and maybe even try to feel better saying it had to happen. Both those statements would be true, but I don't really need to feel better. Actually, what I think I need is a good nights' sleep. Tomorrow represents the culmination of insanity, as the battery we were hauling chow for decided to stay out in the field another day. What, do they have kegs and a bonfire out there? Well, whatever the reason, we get tapped (again) to supply them. Guess that's why we're a support company.
At any rate, I'm one or two steps away from being single again. Well, not really, but you know what I mean. Ending one chapter in my life and beginning another- this time for the better, and in some sense I wonder what the ex is thinking. Not that it matters- this, I guess, is the part of the adventure they don't tell you about- there isn't really an end, just a continuation.

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